to begin with, I'd like to apologize to DanielLim and PeiJean for not giving them the birthday posts I owe them. You guys deserve that much from me and I suck so bad for not doing so:S.
...Sorry!
Today, it is my still considered good friend's birthday, Johnson Teh Tzun Tzin.
lol.
I made the grave mistake of wishing him about a week earlier, earning a rather chilly reply on Facebook from him. Damn shy. Sorry, I'm super bad with birthdays:S.
Aaaaaanyways.
This guy has always been around for me, even when I thought he didn't have to (thus resulting in many arguments and "cold wars").
Both of us are rather similar (I think) in the sense that we're both hot headed about what we believe is right.
That has led to a thousand and one arguments, to the point that BrandonLim has given up reconciling us.
The unwillingness to admit that we've been wrong might also be a strong factor.
I struggle to remember the memories because there are just too many.
So...here's my wish to you, whether or not you treasure it...Happy Birthday Tzin...Have a good one.
It's not much, but..yeah hope you like it:)
Happy 19th.
love ya!
princess
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Tuesday, November 27, 2007
change.
spent the whole day going to classes and library today. kiasuness is finally FINALLY kicking in. After the initial weeks of craziness, moments where I forgot who I was and went WILLLD, I guess life's gone almost back to normal.:)
Which is good. Thankfully. I didn't recognize myself for a moment. Looking at the girl with bags under her eyes *shudder* as well as the girl who'd brave the winds in a dress just to go clubbing.*shudders shudders*
I was a afraid I'd change once I got to uni. And I did, not as drastically as I thought I would have, but enough to scare me. Lol.
And I must say, am I glad to have me back:)
Such strange places; where you learn your lesson. It's when you least expect it. Most of you probably don't know what the heck I'm talking about, but to those of you who do...:)
More mature?
Hopefully.
Nights.:)(wow it's not a 6am post anymore:D)
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Sunday, November 25, 2007
BIG SMILE
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D...see the look of pure bliss?
eat your heart out LiPeng.
absolutely electrifying presence on stage. classy interaction with audience. wonderful camaraderie between musicians and star. best concert ever! (ok the first one ive been to so obviously it's the best...but that's not the point)
En-Li is no longer a concert virgin!!!!( YES it's true. I've never been to a concert in my life)
made my way to Birmingham with the bigbro in UK a.k.a Jermyn after our last minute decision to go and see Michael Buble.
"eh Michael Buble tomorrow wei! I wanna go!!!!"
"Yea I told you what last week. But 40 pounds..damn ex leh."
"Eh I'll pay 10 pounds for you lah..you come with me!"
"Har you serious ah?"
"ya ya i Wanna go..pleeeeeeeeaseeee"
"okok check seats.."
"Oooooo this one quite close to stage..ok we buy this one..*click*"
"YAY WE GOING!!!"
that was, literally, the process. :P
Random right?
The opening act, naturally 7 was superb as well. I was sitting there thinking wow if this is the opening act Michael has to be freaking good to top it lor...and he wass...
daymn theyre good.
its an accapella team btw. all the sounds youre hearing are made by them. Wah. I was dumbstruck. And so was Jer, being the guitar lover he is. He couldn't wait for the "lead guitarist" to "play". It sounded so damn real that for a moment I was looking around the stage for the guitar.Serious Shyte no joke.
Buble.Buble Buble. No wonder people love him. He sang so many songs I can't remember what he sang and what he didn't. Unlike other international stars, who come on stage lookin annoyed and singing 3 measly songs before stomping off stage, he came back for an encore, singing and impersonating Elvis Presley, and ending with YMCA (that got the audience dancing). Brilliant singer, superb performer.
There was also the part where there was a little "skit" where Michael ( wah on first name basis dy) pretended to go off in a huff because after all, he's a diva, and one of the trombonists took over the stage for a song. LOL. So funny la i tell you.
I really loved every bit of the show...And I'm not being a nut by saying that it was a good concert because Jer's been to tons and HE said it was good. So screw you Buble haters:P
People in London, try to catch him if you can....truly worth it.
Right.
Got seminars to do, Krispy Kremes to eat (oh eaten ady :( ), and things to start packing BECAUSE IM COMING HOME IN TWO (2) (DUA)(ER)(LIONG) WEEKS!!!!!*throws confetti*
Went to the poster sale today...everything half price asdfgh.
Should have waited.
Now I think my room's overloaded with posters...
But my best purchase so far is.... kan cantik?;)
heehee dandelions...
BOYS ARE STUPID. THROW ROCKS AT THEM.
:D
Got Mnite practice in an hour.
Oh did I tell you?
I co-wrote the script with Wei Jean and Faiz.
I'm one of the 5 mains, along with Faiz.
My character?
A feisty chinese girl who falls in love with a indian player boy (Faiz a.k.a. Sam a.k.a MutuSAMy Palaniappan)
My name's Lynn by the way.
Tell me you don't see the similarities with a certain person's life..=.=
I didn't mean to!
The story just came out like that. Ironically, it was I who wrote the Sam and Lynn parts. Lols. Watch out for corny lines and couple-y fights over nothing.
These mixed race relationships hor...:)
Memories la.lol. I hope he doesn't put two and two together and get all perasan.huhuahah.
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To look you in the eye And tell you I don't love you It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie To show no emotion When you start to cry I can't let you see What you mean to me When my hands are tied And my heart's not free We're not meant to be It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do To turn around and walk away Pretending I don't love you
I know that we'll meet again Fate has a place and time So you can get on with your life I've got to be cruel to be kind Like Dr. Zhivago All my love I'll be sending And you will never know 'Cause there can be no happy ending
Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
I hope that this is the part you mean.
..And I mean every bit of my song. No exceptions.
I hope you'll be there when I am. I really do.
princess.
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
*yawn*
i swear im turning nocturnal.
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
how interesting...
Let me give you guys some insight to what us law students in Warwick have to do for our weekly seminars.....
i found it so hilarious when I thought about it...Me, boring law student...being made to do THIS?
Oh to be fair though, Warwick's law course was always known for its..."creativity" and its "practiceable in real life/ not-as-boring-as-the-cambridge-law-course-up-yours-suckers" hahaha.
Funny right?
OK fine maybe Im the only one that finds this hilarious.
I love Gary Watt for trying to make his module that little bit more exciting.
......I lied la. This is not usually what we get...but Im trying to pretend that Law stimulates my mind...I find Law oh-so-very-interesting oh yes i DOOOO.
:)
This is what happens to enli when she has to prepare for her mooting competition, and has been doing so for the past 4 hours.*sweats*
Lie to me, say that you need me That's what I wanna hear That is what, what makes me happy Hoping you'll be near All this time, how could I know Within these walls, I can feel you
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot control this, this thing called love
You must think, how can this be You don't really know me I can't tell, this ain't the time You'll never be mine What can I say, something 'bout my life I just lost again
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot control this, this thing called love
Always have to move on, To leave it all behind Go along with time
Another day goes by, will never know just wonder why You made me feel good, made me smile I see it now, and I, can say it's gone That would be a lie Cannot control this, this thing called love
-.-
Don't wanna leave it all behind But I get my hopes up and I watch them fall everytime Another colour turns to grey and it's just too hard to watch it all slowly fade away I'm leaving today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me
.........damn the emoness lols.
Don't you think guys who break it off through texts are so totally primary school?
I was just thinking about it..and hmm.haha you know the kind that ask you out thru MSN, then break up with you thru sms?
damn sad wei.
no guts to face the girl. oh well.women power huh? maybe that's why the men are scared of us. cuz *we got the powerrrrrrr* (breaks into song)
ahh.insomniac.sleep.......:P
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Monday, November 19, 2007
The last 'you' has nothing to do with the entire post.
I DYED MY HAIR RED.
..ok highlighted la.
but the colour's running...and by the time i get home(whichisinthreeweeksimsoexcitedicantwait) it'll be boring brown again..peh.
pics in clara's cam..and ping's i think...
the process was damn cool...they put some cap on you, and then you're supposed to pluck the strands of hair out..the ones that you wanna dye lar...
Rosemary, Ping, and Clara helped:P.It IS quite a fun thing to do actually, very girl's night in.
Rest of Fri night was spent in front of the comp trying to learn how to do the melbourne shuffle.LOLS.
Saturday, in true Warwick fashion, was Lava+Ignite. Fun as usual. (as you can see from my typing style im pretty sien now-.-)
Sunday....Day in schmucking around the house.Watched Hostel(!!!) and some weird documentary on drugs (trust Gerald's taste on what to watch).
IT SNOWWWWWWWEDDDDDD~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It was the first time i ever saw snow.
We were watchin the laptop when Gerald went "Oh look! It's snowing!"
At that point, Nat and I ran out, Nat in her tank top, and me being the smart(er) one in my tank top AND coat; to plaaaaaayyy.
SNOWBALLS.....!!!!!
I LOVE SNOWWW.
Never expected it to come so soon...I think it was some freak snow thing cuz it was over in a matter of hours...nevertheless.we had fun.:)
Monday was a very nothing day. The Nigel came over to bitch about how I havent been making him study *rollz eyes*.
Went to the comp lab to give Zhiyang fuel (aka chocolate milkshakes and rice krispies) to continue his bridge building assignment thingy...had din dins with Ping at the fusion place...(stupid nat - rain decides our friendship la now).
and now Im back home. I think Louie and I are the only ones in tonight. the rest have gone to top b but I cant be bothered to dress up as angels and devils or summat.. (that and the fact that my mooting competition is on thurs sweatt)
I wonder why I feel so sien.
GAH.
"..she wonders what brought her to this stage of her life..the fear of all things stable...and she realises that all she wants, and all she ever needs to be okay again is for things to be like it was today..one year ago."
She's walking there alone, No one by her side She manages to fight the tears, but The pain inside She can't hide And all the tears she's cried The moment she closes her eyes, she starts Thinking of you The dreams that she had one time Have gone away Will they ever come true? All she needs is… all she needs is you
You never thought about it, What you made her feel You promised you'd stay together, But the hope she once had… so unreal All she needs is… all she needs is you
And she wishes today Was one year ago When you cared so much for her And loved her so Not a doubt in her mind that it would still be you Cause the love that you shared… it was true
I don't remember much anymore. People have come and gone, and bit by bit, the memories have faded into the background. What was reality then is fiction now.
But I do know one thing; you loved me and I loved you.
asdfgh damn emo lors.
* I hate you now go away *
siens
IndomeE and High School Musical 2 here I come!
-princess-
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Friday, November 16, 2007
-.-
Boys are stupid. Throw rocks at them.
I'm honestly thinkin of turning gay.
Capri?
Only girls get girls.
PAH.
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
midnite crisis!
okay.let's get this straight.
its almost 4am, I'm sitting in front of my Mac, eating chips and nuggets from Battered (I can hear a "omg you're so unhealthy" from somoene), and i just watched "when Harry met Sally".
...Not a good idea!
Because now Im all sniffly.
And I need a hug.
The first thing that pops into my mind?
Mangoes.
I ABSOLUTE POSITIVELY WITHOUT A DOUBT ABHOR THE WAY IM FEELING RIGHT NOW.
and...i....miss.......you....!!!!!
*bawls eyes out*
come love me again?
peh.
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Squiggly....
This is just a random thing.Nothing to do with princess's secrets...
Let me tell you a story.
OK...I'll just jump to the parts that matter. Some of you might get it; some of you wont. One of you will.
Squash. Coke overdose. Sheepmonkey Cards. Warwick Arts Centre. Grey and Yellow Sweaters. London Euston. London Victoria. Wicked. Deskinning Chicken. Couches. Furry Carpets. Antisocial MSNing. Simpsons. Reading/Sleeping. ..Every 20 seconds. I wonder what the Queen is doing? It's not cold..*shivers* Thai food. Chocolate cake. Message in ice. Fossil. Dior. Religion.
She once said something, that she'd always be around. But she's not. She made him believe.
Did he take tht for granted?
He doesn't blame her.
I hope that jogged your memory. Fun/Nice?
Just remember.And know of the hurt you're dealing onto him.
Mixed genders.
Confusing for some, but I'm sure YOU'RE smart enough to understand.
Nicola Natalie and I Quite a bad pic.-.-but i look okay being a little gone so who caress:) Nyeehee. My girlfriends (as in really "girl"friends) and the jealous boyfriend. The 2nd years/ahbengs of Warwick - Jermyn and Zhiyang..and the three freshers.. Ping and Nat..Nat don't want me anymore:'( Natalia:) Pre-Ignite.As you can see she's already high.. "I can do it tooo!" says enli. "How interesting" says Zhiyang. and Jermyn looks on...lol "Oh LOOK..its a boulder thingy..everyoonee let's get thru this..." - Ping. On the way to see the wizard. The things you dream up when you're drunk.. Eugene.En.Ping.Zhiyang.Nat. Freshers 07 Nat Ian En Matching colors.Damn the hair.
..Muuuch better
WHy la you don wanna kiss me ping? Kiss nat only la.Merajuks.LOL This will only happen in Gerald's dreams haha.
Thurs? - Mnite auditions and Deepavali thingy at seniors place
Fri?- Gerald's Bday at ChinaRed. No darn pics damn it. Nat got drunkkkk:D. I didnt!whooopeee! had JD and coke, Half a shot of Vodka, and an ENTIRE sambucca all by myselfff!!!and I was still standing...and not high!!I think it's only beer tht gets me wonky. Dragged a rather drunk Zhiyang back..(repaying the fave la) he had five shots of vodka all at once and more stuff..Sang tons of karaoke songs...Spice Girls, Savage Garden, BSB....all the songs u can think of...oh and that sha la la song from Vengaboys which is still stuck in my headd.
Sat? -Slept in their place till about 2 (!!) and then went over to City Arms to grab a bite....then watched A Walk To Remember with Zhiyang (who was making perverse comments about Mandy Moore; along with judgments about her right and left profiles-.-) and Gerald (who was pretty emo at first before Zhiyang got to him - at that point,he concluded that EnLi has a fetish for sick people like wthh, and Landon married Jaime because he wanted to have sex with her.That spoilt the sweetness of the last scene la im just saying) and Ping (who agreed wholeheartedly that sweet guys are extinct).Went home to campus..and got dragged out again for poker night in their place...which ended up with Ian getting "high" on "DOTA" lols. We played ChiKuPang(??) till about 4am in the morning and slept till 1 the next day.
Sun? - Washed their kitchen [nightmare I tell you]. Had yoghurt and rice krispies for dinner.Mnite meeting.Walked back in the COLD. Sitting in front of comp cursing Zhiyang for taking my John Grisham book and forgetting to give it back to me. So now I have nothing to read.Pah.
.....Notice that "reading law" does not come in ANYWHERE.
Screwed.
nevertheless.I had fun.
Its back to competitive seminars and uber boring lectures now.
EnLi.
19.
complicated is synonymous.
so NOT the prim and proper lady.
chocolates and crisps<3.
on the brink of a new chapter in life
and you're coming with me:)
::On the sea::
It keeps eternal whisperings around
Desolate shores, and with its mighty swell
Gluts twice ten thousand Caverns, till the spell
Of Hecate leaves them their old shadowy sound.
Often 'tis in such gentle temper found,
That scarcely will the very smallest shell
Be mov'd for days from where it sometime fell,
When last the winds of Heaven were unbound.
Oh ye! who have your eye-balls vex'd and tir'd,
Feast them upon the wideness of the Sea;
Oh ye! whose ears are dinn'd with uproar rude,
Or fed too much with cloying melody -
Sit ye near some old Cavern's Mouth, and brood
Until ye start, as if the sea-nymphs quir'd!
- John Keats