Saturday, October 24, 2009

the end of the beginning...?

Starting this blog was a symbol of a new chapter in my life.A chapter which started in my first year of uni, sans the boyfriend, sans my best friend.

I am now in my third and final (!!) Year of uni, with a boyfriend of 1 year and a little bit more than 2/3 of a year.with a lot of new friends whom I treasure.

And then you come to this point in your life where you start to wonder "where do I go from here?what do I do now?"

The sidebar states that I am 19.oh for a time turner. Being 21 honestly takes a toll on you, one simple situation showing that is how my legs start to hurt after 2 hours in high heels when I used to be able to dance for way longer.

I feel so much more adultfied now lol! I miss being able to act stupid and dumb AND actually have a bloody excuse for it. Now its all oh you're an adult now better act responsibly yadda yadda.

Again I feel another crossroad in my life. Roads will diverge again soon. Which road should I take?

Will I have the courage to make the right choice, not the easy one? I don't know really.

There are so many things I still want to do, and now, weirdly, I feel too old to do that how getting old feels like?yerrh.

Final year is so important to me, don't want anything to screw it up. How do I choose??

Sigh. Time will definitely take its course anyway.

And I say: come lahhhhh!

(Sorry random post I know)

Xx enz xx

Waves Crashed @ 3:36 AM;

complicated is synonymous.
so NOT the prim and proper lady.
chocolates and crisps<3.
on the brink of a new chapter in life
and you're coming with me:)

::On the sea::

It keeps eternal whisperings around
Desolate shores, and with its mighty swell
Gluts twice ten thousand Caverns, till the spell
Of Hecate leaves them their old shadowy sound.
Often 'tis in such gentle temper found,
That scarcely will the very smallest shell
Be mov'd for days from where it sometime fell,
When last the winds of Heaven were unbound.
Oh ye! who have your eye-balls vex'd and tir'd,
Feast them upon the wideness of the Sea;
Oh ye! whose ears are dinn'd with uproar rude,
Or fed too much with cloying melody -
Sit ye near some old Cavern's Mouth, and brood
Until ye start, as if the sea-nymphs quir'd!
- John Keats

::Sea Breeze::

::Precious Corals::

::Other Seas::

*lipeng the other princess
*saran the hot onion
*melly STILL the emoqueen
*darling sukyein
*ben the "best" DJ in Malacca:)
*shaun the mango
*tall ian:)
*sammie the teletubby
*visionary sueebee


What I learnt today...
another sheepish post..
Happily Never After...
happy birthday to blueseasblueskies!
Sorry SueBee. I am Very Slow. And an Insomniac.
the forehead, nose and lips.
this is going to be a post full of self-pity.

::the Deep Blue Sea::
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