Saturday, October 24, 2009
the end of the beginning...?
Starting this blog was a symbol of a new chapter in my life.A chapter which started in my first year of uni, sans the boyfriend, sans my best friend.
I am now in my third and final (!!) Year of uni, with a boyfriend of 1 year and a little bit more than 2/3 of a year.with a lot of new friends whom I treasure.
And then you come to this point in your life where you start to wonder "where do I go from here?what do I do now?"
The sidebar states that I am 19.oh for a time turner. Being 21 honestly takes a toll on you, one simple situation showing that is how my legs start to hurt after 2 hours in high heels when I used to be able to dance for way longer.
I feel so much more adultfied now lol! I miss being able to act stupid and dumb AND actually have a bloody excuse for it. Now its all oh you're an adult now better act responsibly yadda yadda.
Again I feel another crossroad in my life. Roads will diverge again soon. Which road should I take?
Will I have the courage to make the right choice, not the easy one? I don't know really.
There are so many things I still want to do, and now, weirdly, I feel too old to do somethings.is that how getting old feels like?yerrh.
Final year is so important to me, don't want anything to screw it up. How do I choose??
Sigh. Time will definitely take its course anyway.
And I say: come lahhhhh!
(Sorry random post I know)
Xx enz xx
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