Wednesday, October 31, 2007


Her song from him..:)

She sits on the plane and watches her tears fall
From a far away platform he tries to stand tall
He knows she’ll come back and he’s sure of her safety
But what’s blowing his is mind is why he feels that way.
She sits back and watches as she leaves his world behind.

Tell me when you will return to me
So I can sleep again.
And tell me when you’ll be there again
To hold my hands and laugh with me once again.

Coz I cant wait for you to be home again
Coz that’s when the fun really begins....

(song's not done yet)

:)
super sweet babes.
no one's ever written a song for me before.
I'll see you when I get back in Dec kays?

much love.

oh oh.the princess has spoken:)

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Thursday, October 25, 2007


Don't Wanna Try

I cant believe you had the nerve to say the things you said
they hurt so bad that they ended our relationship
I cant believe it ..3 years gone down the drain
oh how I wish things would have happened so differently
I tried to save it so many times but you still couldn't see
you kept insisting and resisting that you would not fall again

and now you're trying to tell me that you're sorry
and you're trying to come back home
you're telling me you really need me crying begging both knees are on the floor
but baby I

Don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
you keep insisting when you know our love is out the door
don't wanna try don't wanna try 'cause all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt us bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try dont wanna try I bout just had enough
its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holding on when all we do is hurt our love

You and I had many conversations on the telephone
talks about one day we having a place of our own
wake up in the morning and have breakfast ready on the table
but all of that just seems so far away from me
had to wake up face reality
it all just seems to good to be true after all you put me through

It's amazing how you come out of the shower humming to yourself, drying your hair, getting ready to go to class...and then one song plays...and it all rushes back - perrrrrfecccccct.

I wonder which side you think I am in that song..

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Saturday, October 20, 2007


I've learnt that...

...if you put boiling water into a saucepan with four eggs, then put a lid on for EXACTLY 18 minutes, the result is four half-boiled eggs; half-boiled to perfection...

ENLI IS HALF-BOILED EGG DEPRIVED NO LONGER!!

happy happy joy joy!

on the downside, today is going to be spent in my room catching up on my reading. Sigh. The amount we have to read......*shakes head*

ooh ooh ooh I got my new phone!!!



the Sony Ericsson W910i....*sorray couldnt resist the camwhoring*...i just realised that the first pic is damn ah lian.

well you can take the girl out of Malaysia but you can never take Malaysia outta the girl!

Time has passed so fast, I've already been here a month, and it's almost half-term already.whoo hoo....Im coming homeeeeeeeee soonnnnnnnnnnn.:D

marshmallows rock my socks:)

loves.

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Wednesday, October 17, 2007


To Leo and Nimalan:

whattt theeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

:)

Loved the card.

Best female in a leading role ey..well hopefully.

Now I get why you wanted to see my reaction leo...

MY VERY OWN BOY TOY..HOW THOUGHTFUL....:)

it's growing in my sink now..will put before and after pictures on soon enough.:P

thanks guys!

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I look like Jolin Tsai?

%1

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(insert title)

Dinner.
Ice Cream.
Indomee and Cake.
Present!!
Sweet.

Frozen Letters.
:)
Got a Gucci bag from the parents. Sigh. It ain't no iPod touch but who's complaining ey? *though the money that was used to buy that bag could've bought me three iPod touches*

The thursday before I went to London was Fresher's Ball. I had fun.......and I fell in love:D

So in love a fish could drown.

Siiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhh.*it's a pun for those of you who know*

His beautiful eyes captured my attention, and his smile....*ooOOooOOOhHHHH*
:)

....Now if only he knew I existed.


Gee this feels like one of those crushes....You know the ones you get when you're 14 and you get a crush on some 17 year old senior?...yeah.


You smile and gush and dream......but when he's right in front of you, you stutter and just DIE. Your friends can't take another word about him so they drag him up to you..yadda yadda.

I felt like some inadequate teenage girl again and I must say, it's quite exhilarating; running away from being "bumped" into him *stares at Kenta*, and moaning about the girl who's given the honour of talking to him.....siiiiighhhhhhhhhh.:)

smiiilleeesssss.
he's doing law as well. And I've been seeing him around.......but like...NOLA.

Won't see me wan lah.


Im too small....and insignificant........

But still, a girl can dream, can't she? Oh I have a pictureee of himmm!!!!!!But I shan't post it here in case something happens.ahahahahahahahahahah. Ask me for the pic:)

London was really good; met up with Angie and Su Ann and of course SHAUN MAK and NicholasYoong.


...Didn't get to meet up with SK, Istee and the rest of the MC gang though. Nemmind la. Next trip down kaay?

I missed the law social today (in retrospect I should've gone since he was gonna be there) for a girl's night in with Katie and Clara. We watched Emma and then Little Mermaid...and then danced to High School Musical and thennnnnn did Dirty Pop(NSync) and Everybody (BSB)...
Fun night.

Law is piling up.

I've got an entire STATUTE to read before Thurs.PEH.
Much love.Night.

Andi.En.Kenta.
Clara.En.Priscilla.Rosemary.
En.Rosemary.

En.Rosemary.
Louie.En. En.Andi.Kenta. En.Angie. En.SuAnn. Regent's Park. Jas.En. Balloonie.En. Leo.Jas.En. En.Nick. En.Shaun. Nimalan.En.Jas.Shaun.


Cuadro Perfecto.

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Monday, October 15, 2007


It's my birthday.and...

im 19 now.

but you know what?

my birthday has been spoiled.

........

thanks alot really..

you made my day.(though to be fair you didn't do it on my birthday)

imminent blogwars are way too childish.even for me.

so i shall say only this: Thanks for not wishing me. Now I know that you truly do not care anymore.Now I'm clear on what you want.

Life is seriously at it's best now don't you think?

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Saturday, October 13, 2007


I misssss............

..................telur setengah masak.

a.k.a soft boiled eggs..

:'(

X(

peh.

hoomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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Wednesday, October 10, 2007


free wednesdays:)

i gave nigel the wrong room for lectures this morning.X(.

my baddd.

im currently in my room eating a banana. I thought I'd forget to eat my fruits and drink my water, but I have a very "annoying" ex who keeps on harping on about how I shouldn't be drinking too much coke. That and shaun keeps on reminding me to "eat my fruits" as well.-,-

going to do laundry soon. what an adventure. Ro's coming with me (she forbids me to call her "Rose" and I have no idea why - I think it's a really sweet name ala Rose in Titanic*dreams*)

Hem Hem.

Im STILL SICK.grrrr.

I've got a pile-up of cases to read for week 3 and tomorrow shiiiittt.

aiYoO.

Bad la procrastination.Bad. I'm reading now, but not the cases. I found a bargain book!2pounds only!haha it's some chick lit novel but who cares?! Already I have to look online for the explanations of words like 'onus' and the definition of 'respondent' in comparison to 'defendant' and 'claimant' vs 'appellant' aiyOooOo. So I do not need another heavy novel like Anna Karenina by Tolstoy to tire my exhausted vocab!

...I'm beginning to think that I'm much better off being someone's rich wife buying up the entire Old Bond Street than a young struggling undergraduate tackling her law degree...--.piffle.

and Eugene along with the rest of the second years tell me to relax and have fun in the first term. Well I can hardly do that can I? Since bloody seminars are compulsory.pei.

No matter. I'm going down to London this Friday:) My BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY IS COMING.so I expect alot of online greetings. No worries Im very low maintenance wan. I won't ask for presents. Just cards and pictures of home to fill up my empty walls will suffice. I honestly don't mind if you just scribble something on a piece of paper..just as long as I can stick it up....Make me feel loved abit la...ehehe.

I'm meeting up with Angie who has my big Patrick dog ( I might just bring my luggage bag down to lug it back - can't have a uni student hugging her RED PATRICK LARGE soft toy in the train can we?) annnddddd...a mystery present from my parents.haha i think they must really miss me; considering the fact that they hardly ever buy me surprise birthday presents. 99% of the time its "what do you want?how much....whaaattttt!!!!!!cheaper la...ah okok la.limit 500 ony ah...nah take and buy.."

its:
a)very new
b)4 digits in value (I dont know if that's in RM or GBP)
c)something I'll like alot

heeheee. I really have no idea what it is...when I guessed rice cooker SongJun said I was getting warmer :S

Im so excited. I love surprises hehehee. *I hope it's an iPod touch*pleasepleasepleaseplease.

Not that I want it that much anyway..It's just....what ELSE is there that I'd like that's very new and costs 4 digits? You don't usually go around telling people that my "necklace" is VERY NEW right? you'd say that it's a new necklace....riiighttt? But maybe I'm over analysing...very new might mean "new in the market" riighhtt?

...sigh.I have nothing to channel my analytical skills towards. (well there are the cases but who's taking note ey) I miss Lit class.

PL2 people! Apparently Ms Anne has been going on about "this boy from Jan 06 intake" and "that girl from Jan 06 intake" - referring to multiple people of course in her current classes. REMEMBER WHAT I SAID ABOUT HER BEING BOUND TO MISS US MORE THAN ANY OTHER INTAKE??!!heeeeeheeeheeeeeeeeeeeee.

toldja!

I think I shall go and microwave some food now.

bye bye!:P

princess

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The sonnnnnggg...

Tom and Kieran doing the "ahwimbowep" song from Lion King. I'm the person who laughs...:P

Good Vid.:P


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Tuesday, October 9, 2007


Im Cooking Dinner!

:)

heehee.

yes, you saw right. EnLi is cooking. Jon's gonna stick around to make sure I don't burn the kitchen down haha!

Anyways, met up with the Malaysian Students Society (MSA) yesterday, and got free nasi briyani..MMMMMMM. I didn't know how much I missed Malaysian food till that moment when my lips met with the spoonful of briyani rice............*goes all lyrical*

It was really good to be able to eat amongst Malaysians and hear the chatter of Malaysian accents again. You kinda get sick of the British accent after awhile...okay I know it's only been three weeks since I've left Malaysia but stilllll!!!!!!!

Met up with some seniors who were a pretty funny bunch:P..then went and watched Zoolander with Tom, Izzy, Kieran, Oli and Nat in Oli's Whitefields cottage. Rather interesting actually, since it was concerning the assassination of the Malaysian Prime Minister who was championing the cause of eradicating child labourers in our country....wdfffff.

ohhh....the Prime Minister was CHINESE in a CHINESE SUIT..and the footage that they showed of "Malaysia" was full of Chinese banners...and in the end Zoolander said something to the Prime Minister...and it sounded NOTHING like Malay(or Chinese for that matter).-.-

I think that the fact that Oli, Nat and I were watching it and going all "OMG Malaysia is so NOT like that..!" made it funnier for Tom, Izzy and Kieran...yep, Warwick is International indeed.

Got stuck outside the SU with the seniors because OLI AND NAT (evil things) forgot to call me into the line.PEH. Nevertheless, had interesting conversations..about Law and high heels (??) and Amsterdam, and mushrooms, and weed??
I woke up this morning with the HORRIBLEST flu, cough and fever.-.-It's called the fresher's flu apparently. Don't know why I got it, since I didn't drink or club..that much.hehe.

kay pictures!

sue beee....eating sandwiches:P
Francis and Jon posing:P
RoRo:)
RoRo and Katie Bell (yeah like Harry Potter)
Ian:P
Francis doing the Zoolander pose...:)

schleepy.nites!:P

princess

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Monday, October 8, 2007


Shaun Shaun Shaun


Shaun Mak.

Smak.

Shaunie.

Master KS Mak.

Idiot.

Basketttt.

On this fateful day, nineteen years ago, a boy was born. This boy is no ordinary boy (neither is he a Harry Potter) because his unusually high level of offensiveness never ceases to amaze me. This boy - who according to him, was a really baaaaaaaaadddd *say it like a sheep would haha* boy turned good has been a truly great friend. So for that, I am thankful that you were born into this world on the 8th of October ( a week before the greatest birth ever *koffkoff*me*koffkoff*).

So....Im sorry I couldn't send you anything, I really did want to - but then I realised that I have no idea whatsoever on how to do these online delivery thingies...-.-

I'll make it up to you when I get to London yeah?:)


much much love.:)mwahhhhhh!

Happy Nineteenth Birthday darlings!!!

hearts,
Princess:P

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Sunday, October 7, 2007


Cruel= pleased to hurt, torment, and afflict pain

I honestly don't know why. or how.

Yeah, so I don't call or message, or IM you.

If friendship was reduced to just that; then yeah. Fine. I suck at being a friend.

I never called or messaged every freaking day anyway. AND I THINK THE WHOLE EFFING WORLD KNOWS THAT I JUST HAVE NO IDEA OF WHAT IM IS..

It's not that I don't care; or that I take friends too lightly and I dump the old friends as soon as the new ones come along. Thats utter bullshit.

What would you have me do? Seriously. Just tell me. PLEASE. Im at a loss.

I try to talk to you online and you are so fucking cruel that tears sprung to my eyes the moment I read your message.

"hahaha. it's not the same anymore"

whattheheeeelllll.

You know, if friends were defined as just that "people who call, message, and IM" I wouldn't have a single friend in the world. God, maybe I don't.

Did I do something else that was wrong? Am I barking up the wrong tree entirely? Maybe there's another reason why you're being like this but I have no idea and I can't think of any other reason other than this.

I didn't backstab you. I didn't take advantage of you. I didn't become friends with you just because you were someone's son or daughter. I didn't ignore you whenever you needed me. I didn't laugh at you when you were crying. Even when I didn't get why you were upset I still tried to cheer you up.

Regardless of what it feels like, I DO CARE. And Im sorry that I don't know how to show it. It's a bad habit; me not IMing ppl online, but that's because I do not think much of IMing. If i changed from last time, if I used to IM you alot and now Im not doing so, then fine. Yeah Ive changed. But you see, I don't think I was ever much of an IM person anyway.

Maybe I used to call and SMS you tons. But that was back in Malaysia, when I HAD A HOUSE PHONE and a mobile that didnt cost so much to SMS. (yeah money isnt the question here) Im still on a prepaid UK mobile ok. And it's pretty shit because I have to make 30 pounds last at least a week. It would have been different if I had a line and Unlimited texts or something.

Things are different because YOU made it different. Unless I was mistaken, it was okay for awhile after you left. Then suddenly you were cold again. I didnt do anything because I thought it was because you were settling in and making new friends. I didnt want to be in the way or anything. I didn't want to make it seem like I needed you to talk to me.

Your letter made me cry. Buckets actually. I said I was sorry. What else can I say or do? Until now I still don't really get why you and I fell out. And then you apologized too. And everything was fine. And then you were cold.

If what you said in the invisible ink was true, well I don't believe it anymore. The word "always" sounds so fake now.

Im not justifying myself on the keeping in contact part. That is my issue and for that Im so sorry. But I hardly think that "hahaha its not the same now" comment was called for. It hurts. and I cant find any other description of it but cruel. Because I was trying to talk to you. It really hurts. I trusted you when you said always. But no. You don't say things like that to someone you love. nope. you just dont. esp the hahaha part. Thats why i say cruel. because of its definition.

Maybe youre not worth it. Maybe it's not me thats a shit friend, it's you. I don't know. And frankly I dont care. Because whether or not you're worth it, you're my friend.

"A friend is someone you have history with. Someone who's got your back no matter what you do, have done or will do.

I think a true friend is the person who you can call after not talking for a while with no "well, I haven't heard from you in a whiles". . . just start where you left off. . .because no matter how long it's been, they're always in your heart and you're in theirs."

After the conversation, I sat in front of my laptop, in tears and in a daze. I wondered if I was really such a crap friend as you make me out to be. I wondered if I was right in feeling sorry and blaming myself for what happened to us. And guess what....I think you're the cruel one. I don't see you in tears do I?

Nowhere did it say that you have to call, message or IM people to be considered a friend. It DID say that a friend is someone who accepts whoever you are, along with the flaws. A friend is someone who will try to understand (at least) who you are, and though they are allowed to be annoyed because well, nobody's perfect; they are supposed to be okay with who you are.


To me, you don't have to do anything to be a friend. You just are. If you were really a true friend, you'd know that I don't mean to ignore you or push you aside. I don't mean to make you feel like you've lost any significance in my life. Because you havent. No friend has ever lost his or her significance in my life.

You must mean alot to me for me to cry at a mere IM (which might i say AGAIN that i dont think much of).

I don't know what I can say or do. But yeah, this is what I have to say about this. You probably tell people that en is such a shit friend who forgets you as soon as someone new comes along. You probably tell people that yeah it's different between en and i, we used to be tight, but she's changed now. But I know what you told me, and oh my gosh, wouldn't it surprise you to know that it's fake to me now? You told be you'd always be around. Well, where are you now?


your keychain. If I truly didn't care about you, do you honestly think I'd remember to bring it over? And use it as my room keychain?

Think about it. And you will realise that I'm still your friend even though you think that I've changed, or that you're not important to me.

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Coventry and Surprises.

we-ll.

first Saturday in Warwick was spent with Ian, SueBee, Nat, and Oliver in Coventry. Had a huge lunch at some Chinese place (yes it's weird...I've come to UK for about 3 weeks already, and I can say that I've eaten Chinese food 99% of the time)

Went shopping..bought stuff from Primark hehe. Kiasu Malaysians la what do you expect. Spent about 5 hours in Coventry then took the bus back and met Andi *yes it's spelt with an 'i'* and hung out at Whitefields. Met supercute guy.:)

His name's Tom or something or other. He sings. He sang. Abit vain though. No matter. Cuci mata only lah:)

Took pictures (finally) with my hallmates. Not all of them were there though, some were still out partying.

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this is Josh and Jon. Josh is the one frowning. This is what I get when I go "Guys!Smileee!"-.-

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This is Jon. Hes veryyy tall. Josh ran off because he's camera shy. lol.

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These are the gals.Rosemary, and Clara. Rosemary's the one that looks almost British. She isn't. She's Singaporean and we have many many fights about Malaysia and Singapore; particularly about water hehe. Clara is from Sussex. Interesting fatc: she tried out for Cho Chang. I personally think she would have done so much better than the current one. She doesnt have a horrible accent that you can hardly understand...and she's pretty cute..better than the current one anywayyy...

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posing:) I found my poser group in Warwick. GO ME!!

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Two of the Angels with Charlie/Jon. Hahah he's a closet poserrrrr...:P

Still got tons more hallmates I havent been able to snap pics of because theyre out partying too much. Soon enough I guess.

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Last....but definitely not least.

Thank you. It means alot to me. Nobody's ever done anything this sweet for me. :) Can't be expressed in words. It's appreciated. Hugs.

Need I say again that you shouldn't waste your time. But it's not like you will listen anyway-.-

But yeah.Thanks. From the heart babes!


:)

Much Love.

Nights.

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Saturday, October 6, 2007


slideeeshowwww!


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Friday, October 5, 2007


Warwick University

En-Li is currently studying Law (LLB 3 Years) at the University of Warwick.

En-Li apologizes for not updating her blog as too many things have been happening at once.

En-Li is settling in quite nicely thank you very much.

En-Li had tons of fun in London and is missing it quite a lot (much love to Shaun, Nick, Jas, Ju and everyone she saw in London)

En-Li is very annoyed at DanielHo because he is being an ASS.

En-Li is VERY PROUD of her Chinese name because half the people in the Uni call her "Alexis".

En-Li shall not say so much anymore because she has kinda lost the blogging feel at the mo'.

En-Li is in the midst of putting up a slideshow of all her pictures.

An analogy:
We are like tiny little boats that just survived a raging storm. Picture the boats floating near shore; rather precariously because (whether known or unknown to the boats) there are really sharp rocks just underneath the surface of the water. Any slight movement will cause the bottom of the boats to graze the rocks below. There IS the option of floating a little bit out to sea; away from the rocks, but no, the boats aren't gonna do that - because it is the first step to the unknown. Who knows what storms might rage?Let's say a storm happens, and the boats get tossed about violently (again). Ultimately, they end up where they started which is near shore, just as precarious as before. What's the point of venturing out in the first place when its highly probable that the boats will end up in the same place?

...Of course, if the boats are lucky, and they DO survive the second storm, and the storm actually brings them to new horizons...well then good for them eyy?

The question is this, do you dare venture out into the unchartered sea that has already treated you so unkindly before in hopes of better horizons?

lols.mel that was roughly what we were saying right?

anyways.

nights all.

oh and the princess will speak...soon enough.

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::Oceanus::
EnLi.
19.
complicated is synonymous.
so NOT the prim and proper lady.
chocolates and crisps<3.
on the brink of a new chapter in life
and you're coming with me:)



::On the sea::

It keeps eternal whisperings around
Desolate shores, and with its mighty swell
Gluts twice ten thousand Caverns, till the spell
Of Hecate leaves them their old shadowy sound.
Often 'tis in such gentle temper found,
That scarcely will the very smallest shell
Be mov'd for days from where it sometime fell,
When last the winds of Heaven were unbound.
Oh ye! who have your eye-balls vex'd and tir'd,
Feast them upon the wideness of the Sea;
Oh ye! whose ears are dinn'd with uproar rude,
Or fed too much with cloying melody -
Sit ye near some old Cavern's Mouth, and brood
Until ye start, as if the sea-nymphs quir'd!
- John Keats


::Sea Breeze::



::Precious Corals::

::Other Seas::

*lipeng the other princess
*saran the hot onion
*melly STILL the emoqueen
*darling sukyein
*ben the "best" DJ in Malacca:)
*12+1
*shaun the mango
*tall ian:)
*tzins:)
*sammie the teletubby
*visionary sueebee



::seashores::

the end of the beginning...?
What I learnt today...
another sheepish post..
*sheepish*
Happily Never After...
happy birthday to blueseasblueskies!
memories...
Sorry SueBee. I am Very Slow. And an Insomniac.
the forehead, nose and lips.
this is going to be a post full of self-pity.


::the Deep Blue Sea::
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