Friday, December 14, 2007
dont u just hate it.
the feeling when your words get stuck in your throat and youre left stuttering like a fish out of water.
the feeling when u just dont-freaking-know what the hell is going on between you and said crush.
when half a minute you're like okay maybe he does like me, and the other half ur just like...we-ll maybe hes just being nice. maybe its just some fling.
the feeling where you think that there's absolute nothing in common between you and said crush but you feel squooshy whenever u think about him ANYWAY and then feel like slapping yourself silly afterwards for feeling like that when you're already 19 and way too old for this sort of thing.
the feeling of not being able to stop talking about him to his friends, your friends, and overanalysing every little thing from how he went offline without saying bye, facebook notifications(!!), yadda yadda.
the feeling of wanting to tear your hair out because you JUST DONT KNOW WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS GOING ON. and you yourself dont really know what you want either, just that there's the niggling squooshy feeling in you whenever you think about him.
the feeling of your heart stopping when he signs in, and you think three times before clicking on his nickname and then another 3 minutes before you say hi. wait, scratch that. you purposely do not click on his name, and you wait for him to say hi to you, feeling so afraid that he wouldnt and then GEE WHAT WOULD you dooooo!?
the feeling of being irritated at every little thing he says or does that goes against the liking you part of the squooshy feeling. when you try to flirtt and he deadpans. rawrr.
there's a reason as to why they're called "crushes".
there he goes again.WHATS HIS DEAL MAN SIGNING IN AND OUT.dulan.
k lar ive been idling my brain too long.have.to start.my assignments.
.enz.
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
*click*
download the document and seee.
i found it so hilarious when I thought about it...Me, boring law student...being made to do THIS?
Oh to be fair though, Warwick's law course was always known for its..."creativity" and its "practiceable in real life/ not-as-boring-as-the-cambridge-law-course-up-yours-suckers" hahaha.
Funny right?
OK fine maybe Im the only one that finds this hilarious.
I love Gary Watt for trying to make his module that little bit more exciting.
......I lied la. This is not usually what we get...but Im trying to pretend that Law stimulates my mind...I find Law oh-so-very-interesting oh yes i DOOOO.
:)
This is what happens to enli when she has to prepare for her mooting competition, and has been doing so for the past 4 hours.*sweats*
lotsa love.
princess.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
a.k.a soft boiled eggs..
:'(
X(
peh.
hoomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
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Friday, October 5, 2007
En-Li apologizes for not updating her blog as too many things have been happening at once.
En-Li is settling in quite nicely thank you very much.
En-Li had tons of fun in London and is missing it quite a lot (much love to Shaun, Nick, Jas, Ju and everyone she saw in London)
En-Li is very annoyed at DanielHo because he is being an ASS.
En-Li is VERY PROUD of her Chinese name because half the people in the Uni call her "Alexis".
En-Li shall not say so much anymore because she has kinda lost the blogging feel at the mo'.
En-Li is in the midst of putting up a slideshow of all her pictures.
An analogy:
We are like tiny little boats that just survived a raging storm. Picture the boats floating near shore; rather precariously because (whether known or unknown to the boats) there are really sharp rocks just underneath the surface of the water. Any slight movement will cause the bottom of the boats to graze the rocks below. There IS the option of floating a little bit out to sea; away from the rocks, but no, the boats aren't gonna do that - because it is the first step to the unknown. Who knows what storms might rage?Let's say a storm happens, and the boats get tossed about violently (again). Ultimately, they end up where they started which is near shore, just as precarious as before. What's the point of venturing out in the first place when its highly probable that the boats will end up in the same place?
...Of course, if the boats are lucky, and they DO survive the second storm, and the storm actually brings them to new horizons...well then good for them eyy?
The question is this, do you dare venture out into the unchartered sea that has already treated you so unkindly before in hopes of better horizons?
lols.mel that was roughly what we were saying right?
anyways.
nights all.
oh and the princess will speak...soon enough.
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Thursday, September 6, 2007
You'll come down from the Lurch
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.
And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.
You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both you elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?
And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.
You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a sting of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.
with an unpleasant bump.
And the chances are, then,
that you'll be in a Slump.
And when you're in a Slump,
you're not in for much fun.
Un-slumping yourself
is not easily done.
You will come to a place where the streets are not marked.
Some windows are lighted. But mostly they're darked.
A place you could sprain both you elbow and chin!
Do you dare to stay out? Do you dare to go in?
How much can you lose? How much can you win?
And IF you go in, should you turn left or right...
or right-and-three-quarters? Or, maybe, not quite?
Or go around back and sneak in from behind?
Simple it's not, I'm afraid you will find,
for a mind-maker-upper to make up his mind.
You can get so confused
that you'll start in to race
down long wiggled roads at a break-necking pace
and grind on for miles across weirdish wild space,
headed, I fear, toward a most useless place.
The Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to go
or a bus to come, or a plane to go
or the mail to come, or the rain to go
or the phone to ring, or the snow to snow
or waiting around for a Yes or a No
or waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to bite
or waiting for wind to fly a kite
or waiting around for Friday night
or waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jake
or a pot to boil, or a Better Break
or a sting of pearls, or a pair of pants
or a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.
Interesting poem by Dr. Seuss no? Heard it in Fracture starring Ryan Gosling (from The Notebook *sniff*) and Sir Anthony Hopkins (from Hannibal and countless others). Good movie this. Very lawyer-fied. Double Jeopardy and all that sorta thing. The poem strikes a chord. Everyone is just waiting. For what? For the freaking bloody cows to come home la that's what.
hmph. In a pissy mood.
.......AAANyyywayy. Went to the pre-departure briefing for Warwick yesterday. Met some seniors..Rather interesting bunch...:) Looks like its going to be quite fun in Uni. I also got my accommodation done *strikes that off list* and I got Jack Martin yeay ensuite baybehh!!!
Been meeting up with my kawan kawan:)Started out with SongJun Edmund and Chew at Ming Tien yummy LaLa.:)
Then with KeatBoon my "hengdai" to eat breakfast..
Then with PeiJean to shop...
teehee I bought the dress:) Though I have no idea where Im going to be wearing it in England.haha.Freeze meself off I guess.
Then with Saran, Smellypoo and Sheekira and Tzin for lunch at Delicious and shopping after.
My lovely sayangs"patiently" waiting for me to buy my flats from Vincci. If you count Mel saying "AIya buy BOTH colours la since you're so rich from your scholarship.." as patient then yeah la. DAAAAMN patient.
Sheekira Sheekira and I with Saran's aviators from I-dunno-who.
Smelly Melly!!
:) Gonna miss the funny moments when I'm away. No matter. It'll be 9 weeks (ONLY) till I see everyone again.
Got my visa done super-smoothly. Apparently alot of applicants get rejected.O.o Thank God I'm not one of them.
Got my HSBC Premier (!!) credit card...=.= yeah the one with the 1000 ringgit limit. I hope daddy was joking.
Still so many things to do..and so little time. Im so busy I havent even had enough time to really really sit down and dwell on the fact that I'm leaving home for the longest time I have ever been. Sniff.
Injections tomorrow? Gonna put it off if possible heehee. Grr. I need to get my driving license done...Been putting that off since the day I got robbed. Which was.....a very long time ago.
Haisyo. Very Schleepy Me.
Goodnight.
Sunday, September 2, 2007
quote of the day "shitting is better than wanking...wah...when the shit comes out ah..the feeling ah..." - LoLo
omg.*cringe*
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
=)
im blogging on my PC because nice nice SoonSeng came over to fix my comp two days ago:)
much much love. now i can rest assured that my many (2562 to be exact) pictures will not be lost forever to the temperamental hard disk...
just did my visa today.grr. though my experience wasn't too bad in comparison to JuEan's or WeiYang's or even NicholasYoong's haha.*laughs all the way to ....wherever*
woke up at 630 am and made my way to wisma MCA *there there that one beside Citibank* arrived at 730 something due to some complications and saw Kshen there ALREADY, 7th in line.
Phwoar...damn early right everyone.there were already about 50 over people when I arrived. and the place doesnt evn open till 8! talk about the kiasu spirit.
Got my number.....50...*kicks ticketing machine* went down for some brekkie with NicholasYoong and AlexWung who BOTH managed to forget important documents (unfortunately Nicholas only realised this at about 12pm).
AlexWung then left for home since he did not have sufficient documents. Nicholas and I on the other hand, were stuck. So what did we innovative, young, bright undergraduates do? (yeah so what if Nicholas is brighter since he got into UCL and I didnt *shakes fist at UCL* )
..we decided to drive to menara MAS to get our Grads card. Apparently with the card we can increase our weightage on the flight from some meager weight to about 30kgs?...Apparently la.
In any case, we filled up our time.:)yadda yadda yadda got back to the visa place at about 11 ish and realised....HEYYY.....there is an express lane for "Government Sponsored" students!!!!
*flicks hair* HUAHAHAHAHA. BNM is considered government no? So i went to the officer showing him my letter, expecting to be pushed up the long-ass waiting line considerably. I got more than I wanted...he just said "oh, please sit"
er ok.
yeays.visa done. a million more things to do.
at night went shopping with the mother (as you can see I am already half asleep writing this post.too lazy to elaborate)
bought more Gap stuff (really cheap cuz they had this merdeka thingy going on)
oh OH oh oh ohOhOHOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!*does the sudirman song along with signature jig*
....ahem. yes. Got an olympus camera tooo. 8 megapix latest model! and it has one really cute tool. the camera recognises smiles.. so lets say youre smiling at the camera, it automatically takes a picture...so you dont need to click..all you gotta do is smileeee....
(if it doesnt click when you ARE smiling then sorry-lah your smile must be damn ahgleee)
Day ended hanging OUTSIDE mardi gras 1u with Shaun watching some girl making a fool of herself on some water stage thingy. She was humping the damn wall for goodness' sake.*dies*
Counted down there too...then LoLo and JackShen came and we went off to Devi's for a yumcha. Came home, appropriately pissed Shaun off cuz I didnt wanna tell him something (which IS NOTHING ANYWAY SEE SHAUN) and now currently collecting dust on autopilot blogging.
wah. I just purged my entire day (or most of it) out here. boring post but oh well. that's how my day went. I apologize for the lack of style in my presentation of the day's events. too tired la soreeee.
niteys peeps.
peace out.
im blogging on my PC because nice nice SoonSeng came over to fix my comp two days ago:)
much much love. now i can rest assured that my many (2562 to be exact) pictures will not be lost forever to the temperamental hard disk...
just did my visa today.grr. though my experience wasn't too bad in comparison to JuEan's or WeiYang's or even NicholasYoong's haha.*laughs all the way to ....wherever*
woke up at 630 am and made my way to wisma MCA *there there that one beside Citibank* arrived at 730 something due to some complications and saw Kshen there ALREADY, 7th in line.
Phwoar...damn early right everyone.there were already about 50 over people when I arrived. and the place doesnt evn open till 8! talk about the kiasu spirit.
Got my number.....50...*kicks ticketing machine* went down for some brekkie with NicholasYoong and AlexWung who BOTH managed to forget important documents (unfortunately Nicholas only realised this at about 12pm).
AlexWung then left for home since he did not have sufficient documents. Nicholas and I on the other hand, were stuck. So what did we innovative, young, bright undergraduates do? (yeah so what if Nicholas is brighter since he got into UCL and I didnt *shakes fist at UCL* )
..we decided to drive to menara MAS to get our Grads card. Apparently with the card we can increase our weightage on the flight from some meager weight to about 30kgs?...Apparently la.
In any case, we filled up our time.:)yadda yadda yadda got back to the visa place at about 11 ish and realised....HEYYY.....there is an express lane for "Government Sponsored" students!!!!
*flicks hair* HUAHAHAHAHA. BNM is considered government no? So i went to the officer showing him my letter, expecting to be pushed up the long-ass waiting line considerably. I got more than I wanted...he just said "oh, please sit"
er ok.
yeays.visa done. a million more things to do.
at night went shopping with the mother (as you can see I am already half asleep writing this post.too lazy to elaborate)
bought more Gap stuff (really cheap cuz they had this merdeka thingy going on)
oh OH oh oh ohOhOHOo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAPPY 50TH BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA!*does the sudirman song along with signature jig*
....ahem. yes. Got an olympus camera tooo. 8 megapix latest model! and it has one really cute tool. the camera recognises smiles.. so lets say youre smiling at the camera, it automatically takes a picture...so you dont need to click..all you gotta do is smileeee....
(if it doesnt click when you ARE smiling then sorry-lah your smile must be damn ahgleee)
Day ended hanging OUTSIDE mardi gras 1u with Shaun watching some girl making a fool of herself on some water stage thingy. She was humping the damn wall for goodness' sake.*dies*
Counted down there too...then LoLo and JackShen came and we went off to Devi's for a yumcha. Came home, appropriately pissed Shaun off cuz I didnt wanna tell him something (which IS NOTHING ANYWAY SEE SHAUN) and now currently collecting dust on autopilot blogging.
wah. I just purged my entire day (or most of it) out here. boring post but oh well. that's how my day went. I apologize for the lack of style in my presentation of the day's events. too tired la soreeee.
niteys peeps.
peace out.
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
nyums.
putting on weight la dies.
havent left and im already getting fat.
die la when I come back.lol.
going to take my visa picture later....ARGH LESS THAN THREE WEEKS TILL I LEAVEE!!!!
sniff.
oh, and peeps, the princess has spoken *wiNks*
Sunday, August 26, 2007
He's so cute.
He's so adorable.
He's so lovable.
And he knows it.
He kisses me only when he wants to. But when he does it's sooo endearing that my heart melts.
Sometimes, he sees me and he runs to me and gives me a huge hug, at other times, he acts as if i don't exist.
He loves the camera because he knows it makes him look good. Just my kind of boy:)
I daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamn sayang him, with his sweaty hair and loud shouts and all.
He is none other thannnn.................
ETHAN DUNN.
sigh.how can you NOT love this boy?
Am going to miss this little terror so much. And I can feel it.He's gonna be soo cute when he's older:)
There's ANOTHER little terror that I love too. But that's another blogpost, and also cuz I dont have the pics yet.wait la patiently.
My title was my lovely boy(s):) rite?
Well, this is the second one.
He came into my life for only a few seconds, but those few seconds were a lifetime..*does drama queen hand on forehead*
I was taking pictures at A Famosa at 2am.
He watched.
And laughed.
And asked if we (my friends and I - takkan u think i dare to be out in malaccca alone at 2am at A famosa on hungry ghost festival day?) could take a picture of him and his friends.
He took my breath away *gasp*.
I attempted to zoom in onto his face when my friend was taking the picture for them;....I failed. He noticed and blushed. He actually hid his face with his hands.
Feeling very bold and summer fling-ish, we took a picture-something I will treasure for life.
UNFORTUNATELY.
I looked like some freak. Despite countless attempts at 'zhng'-ing my picture, I still look like shit. But he.....*sigh*
the original.
my horrid attempt at making myself look less goofy.
Blue eyes blond hair....like Aaron Carter..I always liked the Carter brothers.
And look at the way he's holding me:D
=P
His name's Evan Anderrsen by the way =D...He's coming to KL today. If we're fated we'll meet again.
loves much.
night people.
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